eternity : #thelightyears

tonight i

slit my wrist

the long way

just to make sure that all of my darkness was able to bleed out

my soul

runs dry onto the pavement

until all of my demons are gone

tonight i

died

and the news is going to say that it was suicide

but this

was my rebirth

the rewrite to my own story

this hollow shell

lays lifeless against cold bathroom floors

leaving a reminder of who i no longer wanted to be

a lifetime of bad decisions

i had become someone that i could no longer live with

so tonight

my light

decided to divorce my darkness

and ascend to stand amongst stars

tonight i

let go of past mistakes

stopped building promises on cracked foundation

i stopped pretending

that everything was alright

because nothing

was ever alright

some will say that this

this

should have never been an option

but to a heart with no options left

this was my promise

tonight i promise

to never lie again

never allow my actions

to cause tears to fall like rain

tonight i

pray for rain

so the world wont see these last tears

if anybody cries

i pray

that broken hearts mend

and they will know this was my rebirth

my ascension

my light

deciding that it no longer wanted to be confined by my mistakes

my last mistake

was not taking the time to say goodbye

but this is no goodbye

this is my light

deciding to stand with the stars

and hopefully shine forever

this is where we start forever