jealousy: based on a true story

i saw you yesterday
sitting next to him
the two of you looked so happy
you looked to be in love
i wondered yesterday
if you still thought of me
the way you used to
when we were us
i saw you yesterday
and my heart turned to dust
my eyes filled with pain
my soul wanted to die
damn
i saw you...

(?uiet da artist/copyright 2008)

Creator

she was a GOD send

like a cool breeze blowing through a field of jasmine on a hot summers day

the mere thought of she made my heart race faster than lightning

she was my muse

in my mind

i danced with the idea of us

but she was more than just passing time

she was inspiration

because of she i wanted to stand still and feel the breeze blowing against my soul

to me

she

was the extension of a life lived

she was those few moments between waking up and opening my eyes when life was perfect

she was the only part of a dream remembered

and because of she

i dreamed in vivid colors

i danced to roaring music

i lived an extraordinary tale

i loved

and she created it all

?uiet da artist (copyright 2010)

She loves me not

she loves me
or
does she love me not
i stand in the same spot
like hustlers on the same block
hand clutching the same rock
waist line concealing the same glock
knee deep in the fire and its all the same hot
and she's cloaked in anger saying I have changed not

all she sees is a dope boy

with no ambition to grow

but i am scared to let go

because she came with the dough

and i would rather go fed

than to see her flow

i cant just let her go

there are no guarantees that if i get locked she will stay

but i would rather find out that way

that she was just here for the payday

she loves me

or

so my soul hopes

my back against the ropes

so much so i cant cope

but i would rather

risk it all on one shot with hopes to stay alive

than to die a slow death at a regular nine to five

and just when i think WE will make it if we strive

she leaves me for some d-boy thats all the way live

she loves me

or

so her words say

but how do i go from spoiling her heart every day

thats what got her this way

and i am scared if i stop

if i come off this block

turn in this glock and these rocks

for portfolios and stock

she may

just

love me not

?uiet da artist (copyright 2010)