3.24.2014

moment of silence

his words were trapped behind 
whispers
lingering on lips like forgotten kisses
he 

was a never ending story
a fairy tale
told to unimaginative hearts
everyone 
said he was just a dreamer

spending his days
sitting on the dock of the bay
catching quiet hearts 

just for the conquest 
then throwing them back
because they were broken

he wanted to love

but he was afraid of falling
tripping over his own self worth
fearing that she 
wouldnt catch what was left of his heart

so every night
he would soak up the courage
to pour his heart into her soul

but by day break
his will was broken
beat up
by the bully in his mind 
for believing that she would ever love him

so at sunrise
he was silent

never saying what was wrapped in his soul

he was playful
but only with his own emotions
hoping she would see past his past
he was never her type

but love never had a type
love was love
and he would rather be trapped in it
with her

silently

wrapped in her whispers
listening to whatever lingered on her lips

like forgotten kisses

so every morning
silently
he would say her name
place it in his prayer
right before he would say amen

knowing that god
could hear the silence of his heart
until he found the courage to say it out loud

(paulwroteit/copyright 2014)

3.15.2014

never

we should have never
danced under the symphony of the sunrise
dipped our toes in the coolness of the mississippi delta
tried to hang on to shooting stars

we should have never
taken flight on a dandelion
nor ran with the wind
nor tried to sing with trees in a summer storm

we should have never
let go of reality

we should have never believed our dreams
nor painted smiles on our nightmares
only to convince ourselves that they were circus clowns

we should have never
ran with scissors 
by the edge of the pool
after the street lights came on

we should have never left home
never opened our heart up to heartbreak
we should have never believed in love
or fantasy
or fairy tale

snow white was a whore
cinderella had psychological issues
and even belle was a bitch
fuck this...

we should have never 
fallen in love

we should have never
fallen in love

we should have never
lived

we should have lied
and walked away
we should have kept our hearts in an old pair of pants 
at the bottom of the laundry

we should have painted with only black and white
no awkward shades of skylines and sunrises

no amazing conversation
not leading to quiet moments
not leading to amazing sex
not leading to my arm 
wrapped around your waist until you fall asleep

we should have never 
fallen asleep

we should have never dreamed

we should have never 
fallen in love

(paulwroteit/copyright 2014