7.17.2010

the god complex

visions of she
danced in my mind
as thoughts became words and phrases
she was the kei
that unlocked every door
in the midst of my imagination
keeping my sanity just in arms reach
she was my daily devotion
thoughts of she
shielded my soul
she was my protection from pirates
who wanted to raid my heart and leave me to drown in a sea of despair
just the mere sight of she painted pictures of past prosperity and promise
to she
i
promise
to be more than just an Adam
no longer walking with mortals
creator of my own destiny
destined to be more than just great
for even great men have fallen
but she
makes me feel
omnipotent, omniscient, and omnipresent
she be to me
like kei be to lock
in her presence i am placed on pedestals where beside me is her proper place
her laugh becomes my laugh
her smile becomes my smile
her heart becomes the place where i find refuge
she becomes me and we become us
and because of everything that she releases in me
i become more than just an Adam
creator of all that i see
because of she
i
am
HE

(quiet da artist/copyright 2010)

7.16.2010

mission impossible

its hard to imagine holding you
because i haven’t held you in so long
its hard to imagine kissing you
because i haven’t kissed you in so long
its hard to imagine caressing you
because its seems like a millennium since the last time my hands were able to feel a glimpse of heaven

so i let my mind take the strands of your voice
and weave them into a comfortable quilt
that wraps around my soul
and makes me warm
i hold your warm words close to my heart to shield it from the cold of my days and loneliness of my nights
i playfully listen to the way your words gently slide into my thoughts
and make me realize that even though its hard to imagine
its not impossible


{...an excerpt from the up and coming book, QUIETstorm}
(quiet da artist/copyright 2010)