lying to myself

i
every since the last time i
tired to walk away
i
find myself
gazing into my soul
reading my mistakes
like chapters in a book that is still being written
i
every since the last time i
said that we couldn't be
i
find myself
wondering what if
love wasnt so complicated
could we just be
i
every since the last time i
said that it couldnt happen again
i
keep lying to myself
convincing the world that i dont miss the opportunity to make you smile
i
damn
i

(quiet da artist/copyright 2007)